There was no way to put it delicately, was there? Again, the urge to escape rose up in him, but he'd come this far. Minny had accepted him, Hyoubu had accepted him - so far there was a positive trend, even if a part of Kaz couldn't understand why; plus, he was taking a massive leap of faith here with William, but considering he already knew about demons and knew how they worked, how to navigate around them, then... there was a higher chance he wouldn't... freak out?]
... I can't remember what I said exactly, but, I did mention Abel, yeah? How I was his reincarnation, and how he died, why he died, but, uh, I didn't say everything, y'know. Which was bad of me, since you were really honest and I... was, half-not.
[Kaz rubbed the back of his neck, looking uncomfortable. Now or never. Depending on how this went, he would have the confused relief of having another friend "in the know" and accepting of him... or end up screwing this friendship up. Okay. One, two, three...]
When Abel died, he fell into Hell. I said that. You can guess what happened to him. He had that much anger and hatred, that it twisted him until his soul broke apart. You know- [his voice suddenly became brisk, his gaze looking anywhere but William] Almost every human has Abel within them. His essence exists in all of us, but usually in trace amounts, so it's not really a significant thing, y'know? Except it's different for me. I guess I got all of his fucked up bits, because... ah...
[He hesitated, but he had circled it long enough. C'mon... c'mon...]
Because... I-I'm a demon, William. [WHOOSH. It was done. Kazuya felt that same, nervous swooping in his stomach, like when he told Minny - an expectation of William to draw back, to flinch, for his eyes to go cold, anything] Not always, though! I was human! But... stuff happened and... Abel's parts got... mixed up in mine and then I... became one - recently - and... I know I didn't say it at first but, y'know, you said demons harassed you and, and people don't really like demons anyway, y'know? I mean, h-haha, they're just, y'know, useful tools or whatever and, I didn't really want... to, y'know...
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Date: 2016-02-11 10:41 pm (UTC)[Kazuya paused, mulling over his next words.
There was no way to put it delicately, was there? Again, the urge to escape rose up in him, but he'd come this far. Minny had accepted him, Hyoubu had accepted him - so far there was a positive trend, even if a part of Kaz couldn't understand why; plus, he was taking a massive leap of faith here with William, but considering he already knew about demons and knew how they worked, how to navigate around them, then... there was a higher chance he wouldn't... freak out?]
... I can't remember what I said exactly, but, I did mention Abel, yeah? How I was his reincarnation, and how he died, why he died, but, uh, I didn't say everything, y'know. Which was bad of me, since you were really honest and I... was, half-not.
[Kaz rubbed the back of his neck, looking uncomfortable. Now or never. Depending on how this went, he would have the confused relief of having another friend "in the know" and accepting of him... or end up screwing this friendship up. Okay. One, two, three...]
When Abel died, he fell into Hell. I said that. You can guess what happened to him. He had that much anger and hatred, that it twisted him until his soul broke apart. You know- [his voice suddenly became brisk, his gaze looking anywhere but William] Almost every human has Abel within them. His essence exists in all of us, but usually in trace amounts, so it's not really a significant thing, y'know? Except it's different for me. I guess I got all of his fucked up bits, because... ah...
[He hesitated, but he had circled it long enough. C'mon... c'mon...]
Because... I-I'm a demon, William. [WHOOSH. It was done. Kazuya felt that same, nervous swooping in his stomach, like when he told Minny - an expectation of William to draw back, to flinch, for his eyes to go cold, anything] Not always, though! I was human! But... stuff happened and... Abel's parts got... mixed up in mine and then I... became one - recently - and... I know I didn't say it at first but, y'know, you said demons harassed you and, and people don't really like demons anyway, y'know? I mean, h-haha, they're just, y'know, useful tools or whatever and, I didn't really want... to, y'know...